I’M GOING TO GO ON A KANYE RANT RIGHT NOW, I HAVE NOTHING TO BE MAD ABOUT BUT I’M JUST GOING THROUGH SOMETHING IN MY LIFE THAT HASN’T OCCURRED BEFORE. I RECENTLY WENT ON A TRIP TO CALGARY, AND I MET TONS OF PEOPLE. THEY WE’RE REALLY COOL AND I HAD A GREAT TIME. BUT IT IS HARD TO GO THROUGH GREAT TIMES WITHOUT HITTING SPEED BUMPS ALONG THE WAY. SO DESPITE MEETING TONS OF PEOPLE AND MAKING NEW FRIENDS, THERE WAS SOMEONE IN PARTICULAR THAT REALLY GRABBED MY ATTENTION. DESCRIBED AS MY FRIENDS AS THE CLOWN OR THE COMEDIAN WHO MAKES THEM LAUGH CONSTANTLY OR CRACKS WITTY JOKES ON THE SPOT, IT IS VERY HARD TO FIND SOMEONE WHO I CAN RELATE TO WHO CARRIES THE SAME ATTRIBUTES AS I DO. BUT WHO KNEW I WOULD FIND SOMEONE LIKE ME ON A TRIP IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE? IT BAFFLES ME AT TIMES BUT REGARDLESS, THIS INDIVIDUAL SEEMED TO BE THE ILLEST AND COOLEST PERSON I HAVE EVER MET. BUT, UNFORTUNATELY, THIS PERSON DOES NOT LIVE ANYWHERE NEAR THE CITY I RESIDE IN AS WELL AS THE FACT THAT THEY ARE NOT SINGLE EITHER. SO HAVING FELT THIS BLOW, I START TO QUESTION WHO I AM AND LIFE IN GENERAL. WHAT IF EVERYTHING IN LIFE WORKED OUT? COULD YOU IMAGINE THE HAPPINESS AND THE OUTCOME OF THIS CRAZY IDEA? I MEAN, IF SO, HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD BE LIVING HAPPILY WITH THOSE INDIVIDUAL THAT THEY FOUND BUT GOT REJECTED? BUT I GUESS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO ANSWER AND THAT IS HOW LIFE WORKS. WE DO NOT HAVE A DELOREAN TO DRIVE IN WHICH WILL TAKE US BACK THROUGH THE HANDS OF TIME. SO I GUESS, SITUATIONS LIKE THIS ARE HERE TO HELP PEOPLE GROW AND THEY ARE TEMPORARY SO TIME WILL HEAL ALL. SO ON THAT NOTE, I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN LIFE, IT IS SO IMPORTANT TO MAKE STRIVE AND CONTINUE WORKING HARD AND EVENTUALLY OR HOPEFULLY, LIFE WILL WORK ITSELF OUT.
SO IN THE WORDS OF EMINEM:
Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands we’re dealt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don’t expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I’m placed in
And get up and get my own
[…]
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
’cause where you see it from where you’re sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each others shoes, at least
What size you where? I wear tens
Let’s see if you can fit your feet